I often wonder 🤔

I often wonder is poetry is to for me,
I sit quietly peaceful only for thee,
I ask myself only me ,
your poetry is real don't you see,

I can only wonder why it choosen me,
A state of mind carm as a bird in a tree,
Unlike the bird it never stay still,
Flying to it's new path am sure I will,

For who ever reads this short wonder ,
Is it a good start or just another ponder,
Do I make sense or do I fall short,
Or do you wonder why I start poetry at all,

I have read back, edit and changed,
All the words that only sound vine,
I have answered my questions that I seek,
Poetry is a form of wonder not a defeat,